I want to drink wine, eat cheese and lose all this weight now!!!

Friday off.. ahhhh... Day at the spa with Julia.. A day for us to relax, get pampered and take a load off. We hit the road at 10am, did our grocery shopping for the weekend and of course it was to be healthy and help us stay on track with our eating plan.  We stopped at this little restaurant in Peterborough down the road from the spa and shared a sandwich and a salad.. all good.. keep going..
After the spa - which was like 5 hours of hard work.. lol.. ya not really.. a complete overhaul was what we got.. it was awesome!  Heading back to the cottage for dinner we had to stop and pick up more wine (of course) what is an evening at the cottage in the hot tub without wine??? As you know that just can't be!!

YUMMM!

At the grocery store, (being hungry) I hung around at the cheese counter and picked up 5 different kinds.. love cheeses with bread.. wine.. and of course we had to get red pepper jelly and an artichoke antipasto as well.. ok lets just get home so we can eat please!!

Starving, I munched and munched and munched so much that we didn't want dinner.  I just wanted wine and hot tub... How bad is that.. I have such great intentions and then I eat the bread.. and "little Miss What the Hell" ya she appeared that night.. telling me to start over tomorrow.. have some fun tonight.  OK Miss, what about tomorrow.. ya start over then too, and the day after that.. ya start over then too.. well the issue is that I will run out of days...

Standing on the lake

I stood on the scale this morning and was up about 1.5lbs.. when Thursday I was down 2.6 I think... shit!! Shit!!! SHIT!!!! I did it again..

I was thinking this morning, what we do when we think we have all the time in world... How come I can work on a deadline and make things happen but when it comes to this weight thing I keep pushing it forward.  I want an easy fix... I want to take a magic pill - I do so!!! I don't care to work at this... I want it to happen for me and still eat cheese... I know the get thin quick things don't work just like the get rich schemes don't.. but... pleaseeeeee I want it to!!! I so do.....

Damn, I just don't want to work at this... I want to eat those good things like cheese... and drink wine... I like wine and cheese.. I love the social aspect of it.. nibbling, talking, tasting sipping... I love to sample different things.. why is that so bad???? WHY????

Guys ice fishing - sitting on lake!

Ok, so I am back at it today and have done well... One day at a time is all I can do.  I will see tomorrow if I don't wake up washed away from all the green tea, hot lemon water and water with lemon and lime... no, no wine.. ok I get it..

Today, another day... start all over again!!!