I fell again!! Oh yes I did... there I was on Saturday morning getting dressed in the spare room with my 2 cats clawing at the carpet (we left that carpet purposely for them) and my pup thinking he's a cat following suit and then for some reason when I lifted one leg to put on my underwear one cat and the dog got right under my feet.. I tried to put my foot down to miss them and lost footing... grabbed the new ironing board on the way down, knocked it over (not the strongest thing to grab) sent clothes piled on it flying.... fur flying everywhere.... dog's little legs couldn't scurry fast enough..... cats flew out the door, smashed into the big mirror at the top of the stairs.... almost knocking it over as the three of them ran for their lives downstairs...
Me? I came down hitting my butt in the exact same place as before right on tailbone on the corner of a decorator hat box I have...sturdy thing... I didn't even break it... hit my head on my jewelry box as well.... buts it's the butt that is really suffering...
Ossie had just gotten out of bed (got home at 4:30am from week of golfing) good thing or I would have woke him up anyway..... he comes up stairs and sees the bruise from last weeks hot tub adventure... what the hell??? did you let someone look at that? no.... not even Deb?? We have a nurse on staff you know... I know ..... no one needs to see this ass.....you could have gotten a blood clot you know... ya whatever......
Yesterday it hurt but today... it's worse for some reason... so then I remember a few years ago going to a personal trainer and I bruised my tailbone then.. maybe it's the old injury coming back... tell you what... it bloody hurts to sit, to walk and to stand.... maybe I should go get it checked.... maybe I have done something more then bruised it.... but reality is that they can't do anything for it even if it is fractured......
Lesson???? Hmmmmm what do you think it is.... I keep falling on my ass... this is not funny anymore..... this really hurts..... it makes everything harder to do... try bending over.... its just not nice.... so lesson??? I don't get it.... what does my butt have to do with anything that is going on in my life... or is it just for me to sit still or is it some kind of metaphor about falling...............
Falling down..... falling down on the job.... falling before I start..... sitting still......... being more careful............ taking stock of my surroundings more carefully..... its a very weird thing to fall in 2 very different places and hurt the exact same area on the body in 1 week... don't you think???
Going to see the potential new space for the last time today and then it's decision making time... is it the right one.... will it suit the needs.... is this the right thing to do and is this the right time..... every possible question is running through my head right now... and I need the money to make it all happen.... yesterday I gave it up to my maker... the how.... all the pieces of the puzzle will fall into place.... the people that are supposed to work together to make this happen will come together............
so I ask... Luck be a Lady today!!!!
Hi Tina, from what you've written, it seems you already know what the answer is, if you'd only sit still and pay attention.... You will see that you need to sit still and pay attention. Superwoman, put your cape away, you have gone back to doing 50 million things at once again. And one more thing to point out, and you will know what I mean because we've had this discussion before, in your effort to avoid hurting others, once again, you have hurt yourself (you lost footing because you tried to avoid hurting your animals, who, by the way, move a hell of a lot quicker than you do). You know we don't grow through comfort, we grow through pain and challenges - ask yourself whose pain you are trying to take away and end up taking on in the process.
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