Ready for Take off????????????????????

2 weeks ago this Tuesday this is me waiting impatiently to go into the OR..... delayed about 4 hours... not such a happy girl wearing these designer duds that don't match... matching hat and booties... no stilettos... with my blanket that was not warm anymore... I was freezing my butt off....

Every single day is a day closer to knowing for sure for sure if................................. you know the dark invader is indeed something I truly need to do battle with.... In the meantime.... I am polishing my sword, loading my cannons, pulling out my purple mat for much meditation, arming my body with good food, reading all the battle books I can (you know the ones that teach me personal growth through adversity) writing my heart out, clearing my clutter to make room for health, getting prepared to be still and thinking positive.......

See I am ready to do battle... but....... let it be known... today, yesterday, tomorrow and tomorrow after that I am well already....... I am prepared to go on Wed looking fine, armed with my best bag, fav jacket, pink scarf, all the pink jewelry I am into right now... makeup... hair done and looking fab and ready to take the news... ready to hear..... Tina Dezsi, it's all systems go you are ready for take off....

Yesterday my practice run went pretty well..... my Bonnie came down... and I had the shower, did the hair and actually put on makeup, got dressed and pulled out 2 pair of shoes for the Stilettos event... off to the office for the Stilettos for the Cure committee meeting we went and in the car I said to Bonnie... ok I am pooped... what is that.....

Up that long stair case I got out of breath... damn this anesthetic anyway... what's this all about, I have been hanging out doing little bits, nothing much... I should be able to leap tall buildings in a single bound... ummm ya remember you are only a superhuman Pinkalicious Dark Invader fighter not Superhuman!!!!! Oh ya.... that's right......

The meeting was fun, but as suspected it was intense with all those strong personalities in that room.... this event is going to be amazing... simply amazing which is great because we are going to raise tons of money for the Heather Griffith Breast Assessment Centre.... early detection... that's the key... a new pair of shoes.... so do these really count as one of my clearing the clutter.....

Bonnie gave me these hot little numbers for Christmas last year... giraffe look... but... for some reason they hurt my feet... maybe the heel was too high (OMG did I just say that) soooooo come to the event and bid on them... they are gorgeous..... and hey they do look good on my feet too... I should have worn them at least once maybe.....

The slippers are not going... they are my new favs.... look at these heels... yummy brass stilettos.... size 7

not sure I showed these... this is the second pair I took to the office... bling bling... the straps are all rhinestones.... and the heels are embossed or carved out.... they are lovely... worn once for 2 hours in May 2010 and then again on the cruise for 3 minutes flat......

Bonnie and I did the wedding budget and carved over $4000 off.. man if they would have just gone south to get married... you know these weddings these days are $25000 ++++++!!! what is that about.. that is just nuts.. but who am I, just the grooms mom.... it will be fun.... and I didn't sleep well last night so today.... health food store here I come, out of everything.. and what's for dinner.. since Ossie watched a show on chicken last night he is determined not to eat it anymore... not doing much today let me tell ya...

Tomorrow is another day... I think I will count down my sleeps til take off Wed... 4 sleeps to go.....