Sometimes you wake up shaking your head... did I hear that right??????

#355 Mary Janes..... size 8... worn once... weak moment... Ossies lovely neice Nadia was here from England and we went shopping... they fit... so ya I bought them... cute

#356 Mary Janes... different style.. size 7 or 7.5 no idea.. worn ummm once too!!! another weak moment... dark green cord... how cool is that... will I ever wear them again... haven't in like 5 years.. I doubt it...

I think I will take most of these shoes and purses to the YWCA in Oshawa.. did you know that Adelaide House is a second stage housing and women who live there (for 2 years only) are ready to move to the next level in their lives... In the basement they have a store that they can purchase donated clothing... I heard they work in the store as well....

Imagine these ladies having to go on an interview or to a function where they need just the right item... just like we do gals.... I know it's a great place to donate good shoes, purses and outfits.... but... if you like anything and the office crew hasnt picked it over... I would be delighted for you to have it.... It would be my pleasure....

Yesterday, I went to my GP for my pre-op physical... weird to say the least.... he apologized for not having anything to tell me when I last saw him, for trying to be positive through Christmas and he said... he said sometimes you just don't know what to say.....

the great thing with you is that we got it early and you will be here for next Christmas... it's the ones that I have to tell that they won't be here next Christmas.... could you imagine having to do that.... I can't... it must be hell... I said sometimes your job sucks.... he said sometimes my job sucks!!!!

My blood pressure is up.... not a good sign since I am already medicated for high blood pressure since I was 30..... is it because I am going on the cruise and stressed right out to get everything done and packed, or the office - trying to get it all done before we go... oh maybe it's the doc & hosp appointments that I have to do.... the spa that's it...its getting the toes the right colour.... ya... that's it.... no maybe that I am having bladder issues and finally asked the doc to check... I have spent months drinking the cranberry UTI juice, cranberry pills and probiotics... yet at least 1 night a week I am up with the urgency to go and guess what I dont have to.... How the hell old am I anyway?????????

When I go anywhere hot my feet swell up to 3 times their normal size... so what am I doing taking all those pairs of shoes that probably won't fit and I will just be wearing my flip flops.... well I am arming myself now... taking horse chestnut for my venus insufficiency, cranberry pills for my peeing and probiotics too.... now he gives me a script for anti-embolic stockings.... and anti-biotics for my bladder.... are you kidding me... that now put my suitcase overweight!!!!!!!! I can't bring back anything except for emeralds...............

So why is that blood pressure up again?????? it was going to the doc.... that was what it was.....

Countdown update.....

4 sleeps til cruise.... oh ya...

20 sleeps til surgery..... every day my armour is getting thicker... fighting power is being added by all the support I am getting... thank you very much......

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