I could not sleep... laying there til about 2am watching TV, listening to Ossie snore and throwing the covers off, pulling them on, moving around trying to get comfy... shut the TV off and at 3am put it back on... took a melatonin, caused a bunch of noise to wake Ossie up and finally around 4am... sleep.... I just couldn't shut my mind off....
It's happy.... it's wandering all over the map..... it even did some what ifs..... Ok ok I admit it... I had decided in Dr A's office to not worry about all the big words on the report.. he read benign and I should be grateful and just get on with it..... yesterday I started having niggling little feelings that I should take this into my own hands and decipher that report.... I do need to know what all those big words mean..
I have been very careful not to do the Google thing and look up too much... but.... now I think it is warranted... I do need to know all those big words and what they mean.. cause in 3 months I have to do follow up right......
But..... not today...........today Julia and I are going shopping... retail therapy... we need it.... her birthday is this Thursday so we need to mark that with a new charm on our bracelets too.... every little day should be marked.... and who knows... shoes.... maybe....
Tonight we all get together at Julia's for steaks, wine and celebrations.... Ossie put the steaks on to marinate this morning and ummm he used an entire bottle of wine.. we are going to be drunk eating our steak.... yes indeed.....
I love Saturday's except when I am being rushed... that's not so good for me... especially when I don't have full energy back yet... holy cow.... but Julia who I said can wear the Princess Pissy crown right now forces me into rushing to get ready.... more like Princess Bitchy......
Oh the joys of just being normal.... hmmmmmmmm check that out... what did I just say... normal... normal.. normal.... such sweet words.........
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