#358 and 6 sleeps til cruising and 22 til surgery..... I do believe I am getting closer...
Last night was a fitful sleep.. I woke up many times which I just watched is not good for your health and it makes you fat.... oh great... I dont need anymore of that... I just lost 5.6lbs..... aiming for more this week for sure....
If I could lose 2lbs a week the summer will shape up very well...
I couldnt stop thinking last night about my centre and that I have no idea when I will be able to resume and it made me sad.... I think I have been looking at Feb 1st as the end of all this madness with the invader... but truth is who knows... I might be ok soon after because I am praying that I am 10 feet tall and bulletproof and a superwoman hero who is able to fight dark invaders with a single surgery... ya ok but this is what I am asking for.... I dont see a problem....
But..... at night, in the darkness..... when I am tired, mad because I woke up yet again and it's 4am and yes of course Ossie is snoring so loud even my ear plugs don't help.... I am not so sure....
Some days, I just feel weepy and afraid... not about the surgery but about the time it will take after and what I will need to do after, what is the process.... hmmmm even superwomen have to admit they are human.... right???? right????
Today I so need to pack... I have procrastinated it... got my ugly new bathing suits washed, got some shoes out to take... got sun screen and tanning lotion... what more do I need... oh ya flip flops... now here is the thing... I am a horrid packer... I pack too little then get all freaked out because I have nothing to wear so Julia told me to lay out my clothes in outfits... gonna go do that today... and then going to sew up a jacket and 2 tops to take... (ya getting that good... lol)
Item #358 Yippeee.... just like a good little soldier.... I will keep my challenge going...
Something you need to know about me.... I will buy shoes even when they dont fit... cause they are pretty and I need them that night... Oh ya... I am that nuts...
These pretty little ruby slippers were just that... I dislike open toes... they always hurt my toes... I know many women like them and dont share my pain but I just looked at my closet of 300 shoes and decided they all must go... so this coveted pair of lovely rubies is first.... I bet there is a young lady in my office that will love them (if they fit...) if not they are up for grabs... size 7.5 I think......
Have an incredible Sunday....
next!!!!
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