#352 I really liked this purse... its black with just enough sheen... think I bought it at the Bay. It is hard leather and I carried it for a season.. not a mark on it...
#351 I wore these shoes maybe twice... again check out the open toes... dont like them... what is wrong with me... I think if I just keep buying them they will magically change and my big fat toe will not hurt... you should see the bandages I wrap my toes in when I wear open toes.. next time you see me in some ask to see my toes..... you will pee your pants...
so I have heel pads on the back of most of my shoes to make them more comfy and less slippy... in the bottom I put pads as well.. in this one there is the reminent of one...
You like???? I do... shoot what's with those open toes..... these are platforms as well....
How do you grow up learning that your bag and shoes and gloves and hats and scarves are supposed to match and then now learn it doesnt matter... ummmm me thinks I am more confused then ever... I like to match... I feel put together.. is that because I was taught that way, maybe it's the Chanel thing????
Lately, I have taken to black... maybe I am hiding behind it... cause when I gain weight I feel guilty... and since this past year has seen a 20lb increase in what I am carrying around every day and that aint the purse ladies!!! I hide.... it's easier... I just told you my secret... but on the other hand... I love black, it's classic, lovely and I can dress it up and best of all it matches everything else in my closet.... lol....
Been thinking about this and want to share it with you.......I just have to share this with you........On Sunday night I was having a bbm chat with my friend Shayne.. who always gives me great idea..... we were discussing the surgery and what I need to focus on and after he gave me a great idea... I shared with him that I believe I have been given this dark invader to challenge myself to take care of me.... yes me..... I have spent a lifetime pretending that I put myself first when truth is I dont....
Today, I feel 10 feet tall and bullet proof (dark invader proof) and it's not so bad.... I don't really see this little invader as a bad thing right now... some may think that is nuts.. but truth is I feel that there is a lesson to be learned in everything and mine in all of this is to stop..... slow down...... take it one day a time...... learn to listen to my body.... my maker is speaking to me.... I think all in all this is a good thing and I can't wait to see the next chapter...
I shared with Shayne that what scares me is the ones that tilt their head to the side (you know the sympathetic councellor types) and listen with intent to me say this and then offer thier advice of how I going through the "stages of grieving" and I should see someone.... hmmmmm possibly but I dont feel that way... (ok ask me the day before the surgery... Jan 31st to share how freaking scared I am of how I am going to wake up and what it will look like...) that might be a different story......
Listen... I had this awesome conversation with Tamara Mckee... my friend.... she is the editor of way too many publications and of course of East of the City... she blew me away when she told me that she wants to have a shoe auction..... not just any old shoe auction... but an amazing one!!!
In support of the Heather Griffith Breast Cancer Centre in Oshawa.... how cool is that... for breast cancer.... in support of killing the dark invader.... how cool is that????/
so she needs help though.. because as you know I am not going to be much good to her after Feb 1st surgery.... first she needs you to donate those gorgeous stilettos - drop them off to the POWE offices... where they will be catalogued and numbered and will be put on display online.... here as well as another site... second we are securing the location for a fab girls night dinner, little black dress, (pink accessories) goody bags and auction....
ticket prices will be reasonable and man we will have fun... fighting this dark invader together.....
please contact Tamara..... she is on my facebook page... look up her note... Ladies its time to rock those heels.......
Thanks for everything!
next!!!
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