Today I woke up feeling alone... weird.. the dog was beside me, but I felt alone.. Ossie was downstairs... then I realized right now that I am not alone... I have this dark invader with me still... shit.... he is still here........ was able to get wrapped up in a few things like the 365 Clutter Challenge, all there is to do at the office before leaving for cruising, meetings and just every day life that sometimes I just dont think about it...
I have people asking me how I feel - I feel good... doing weight watchers, keeping busy.... I feel great..... but I know what they mean... "how are you dealing with this?" I just am... do you think that is weird????
I am relieved I have my surgery date - Feb 1st.... my gf asks "are you scared?" hmmm not yet!!! the surgery doesnt bother me it's the after stuff that does.... waking up to 1/4 of a boob or no boob at all... really what's the worst thing that can happen??? Suck it up princess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So onward I go... let's look at todays Clutter items... in the beginning I think it is easier then it will be in July.... I have tons of good stuff that I dont want to part with but I am trying to be brutal... it's just like this diet thing... its easy at first because you have enthusiasm but just wait.... right now I can find things that I like but either don't fit or I havent used.... later on it's gonna be harder because there will only be stuff that I really really like...
Lets get going here....
Item #362
Dark Purple Faux Snake Skin Size 7.5 pumps...
I liked them when I bought them because purple is our POWE colour so I wear it alot... but shoot they are too tight on my toes... all in the name of fashion... I have been known to buy shoes too big or small because they were just so cute!! One time they were about 2 sizes too big, ruby platforms... gorgeous... I padded them and out I went to a Christmas party in Toronto... not so bad until everyone decided to turn the limo around and go to Nation Phillips Square and skate on the snow covered rink... here I was freezing, in my red dress, ruby open toed 4 inch heels and a bottle of wine in my hand.... brrrrrrr..... anyway my boss at the time got the shoes!!! they fit her......
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